I
don’t know about any of you but does anyone else share my lack of impulse to
worship anything?
I
became a JW when still at school and had been puzzled at the time by the posters outside of
evangelical churches telling me to repent and come to Jesus and be saved.
For me it was an irrelevance, I never felt
like being saved...what from? I was happy as an exploring type of child, I
never knew of anything wanting to be worshipped and I didn’t need to worship
anything either.
Alas!...................... I got sucked into the JW cult which I then allowed to deprive me of a proper
education. Armageddon after all was coming any minute now so why bother! I remember the schoolmaster saying to me in his strong Welsh accent, “Half banana you have got your horizons
cluttered up with something,” and he was absolutely right!
Like a hapless insect, I had
fallen into the slimy trap of a carnivorous plant called Jehovah’s Witnesses.
We swam together in that cloying juice safe and isolated from reality. It had affected
my world-view; I was trussed up and fit for nothing except being a Watchtower
zombie, alive but trapped.
Nevertheless
I did not fancy actually worshipping the rather gloomy and tetchy God Jehovah; I went
along with it because I imagined JWs had "the truth."
Any
others who never needed salvation or had the desire to worship?